Thanks to those of you who promised prayers…I’ve been trying to figure out what I could write about considering what I’ve been going through lately. It’s hard when things get worse before they get better, but I am grateful for my firm belief that things will get better.
One small tidbit…I’ve prayed Psalm 51 many times, and I remember even pointing out to my former RSM house mates that their prayer book had this Psalm EVERY Friday morning (usually the Psalms rotate on 4 week cycles.) Well this week, I’ve been having a bit more of an intense experience with it, pleading with God to help me, to bring back my joy, especially during a few sleepless nights I’ve had recently. Can’t say anything much more profound than that – it is what it is – it wouldn’t be very authentic of me to go on waxing poetic about my situation.
I hope you’ll hang in there with me with these less frequent blog entries for a bit longer…it’s hard to think about blogging when I don’t even have enough energy to keep up with my classes. I have reason to be hopeful that within a few weeks, I’ll be experiencing a noticeable lifting of the heaviness I’m feeling now. In the meantime, I’m trying to keep up as best I can…