No, it’s not a rhetorical question…I invite you to share what it is you might be reading (or have read) that makes your heart glad and/or your soul sing. Perhaps I’ll make a sidebar item listing your suggestions…
The sun was shining today, and I decided to spend a little time outside. I also wanted to get to the Royal Oak Library to pick up a book, so I decided to walk…about a 5-mile round trip. Gave me some exercise AND some time to reflect.
The book I was going to borrow is one that has been around a while, but I had never read it. It’s called “The Spirituality of Imperfection.” I haven’t read past the introduction yet, but it promises to be a great read with which to end the year and start a new one. The authors give credit to the founders and members of Alcoholics Anonymous for bringing this age-old approach to living a spiritual life an articulation for modern times. Perhaps one of the greatest afflictions many of us suffer is the inexorable striving for perfection, the shame that comes when we discover we fall short, the inability to admit to a mistake, etc.
Yesterday I was reading a journal article that mentioned a study of professors at the University of Nebraska. When asked about the quality of their teaching, 96% considered themselves to be “above average.” I can certainly understand why this distorted perception exists. It’s a little disconcerting to think I might be “only” an average teacher when I put so much passion, effort, so much of myself into the preparation and the actual encounter with my students. It’s a little easier to consider when I recognize that many professors are trying as hard as I am to be great teachers, and being average in a crowd of superachievers isn’t so bad after all. The other thing I need to consider is that if I see myself as better than the majority of teachers, there’s not as much motivation to improve, and God knows, there’s always room for improvement.
The problem is that it seems to me that we live in a society that is constantly telling us: “put your best foot forward,” “keep a stiff upper lip,” “don’t let anyone see your weaknesses,” etc. To even admit that there might be something about my teaching that could stand some improvement can be pretty scary if everyone else around me is trying to make their case for being named “professor of the year.” The good news is that I have some colleagues who care deeply about teaching and who aren’t afraid to admit that they could be better. So no need to go it alone…
No wonder that the first word of the first step of AA is “WE”.
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